dub!

merry twitmas!

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 16:45:14 GMT

i'm actually... happy, with the way everythings going. too much fun, friends, everything! I'm going to jersey, tomorrow. I'll be back on new years eve. it's gonna be awesome seeing my family & friends. plus, i get my 90 days on the 29th.

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 15:10:56 GMT

gods blessings never cease to amaze me.

new job, new house, new friends, new life.

3 generations of genius

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 16:37:57 GMT

op ivy

rancid

transplants

doap nixon

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 14:06:20 GMT

i miss philly

clarity

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 00:43:41 GMT

ca tonight made my spirit lift higher than all the diesel ive pumped past my medulla oblongata has. i didnt want it to end and i realized it wont b/c ive got a new life and ive made more friends in the last week than i could ask for. for once im not looking for the end. and now im waiting for that phone call.

im still going to rehab tomorrow, i need prayers.

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 22:23:17 GMT

IN REHAB TIL NOV
i met a girlllly.

you always end up back... in my arms

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 12:31:01 GMT

i got a plan. drink for for forty days and forty nights. a swig for every second hand tick.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 00:10:47 GMT

moved to the nw. car broke down sitting in an empty lot. all i do is spend my time trying to figure out how to get "down the way." things are changing so much but its all the same... boring.

my cb makes me smile though!

You know I click-clack where you and yor men's at?

Tue, 13 May 2008 00:03:27 GMT

They shootin'! -- Aw made you look
You a slave to a page in my rhyme book
Gettin' Big/"big" money, playboy your time's up
Where them gangstas? Where them dimes at?

refresh

Mon, 05 May 2008 01:09:41 GMT

a year w/ no freedom and now its time to start all over again.
got a new place on skyline, new friends, new lease on life.
i dont know why im on the internet???

The bullet goes back in the gun
The bullet hole's closin this chest of a nigga
Now he back to square one
Screamin, "Shoot don't please"
I put my fifth back on my hip
It's like a VCR rewindin a hit
He put his hands back on his bitch
My caravan doors open up
I jumped back in the van and closed it shut
Goin reverse, slowly prepared

nas - rewind

another trip

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 20:38:29 GMT

spent the last 2 weeks in jail. again. for karate chopping my stepdad. buttt im out, got a new crib in NW cape. state didnt pick up the charges, so theyre getting dropped. met some tight muhfuckers, im getting a place w/ this dude brooklyn when he gets out. lookin for a new job & lookin to chill and get lifted. hit me up!

going back to my old motto, "red + blue = run".

continue to

Sun, 20 May 2007 01:13:21 GMT

ramble on...

survival

Thu, 03 May 2007 00:31:56 GMT

just tryin to keep my head up high, avoiding tumbling boulders and treacherous passages.

D: D: D:

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 23:50:42 GMT

if i never ran out, id never have to shout

another day in hell

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 20:11:22 GMT

wake up to realize someone stole my wallet w/ $50, my credit cards, drivers liscense, birth certificate, etc. and 20 minutes later i get kicked out of my house

D: - and today was supposed to be a good day

:{D

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 16:45:06 GMT

FATA &&&&& NAS

i guess you can teach an old dog new tricks

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 03:15:08 GMT

sometimes you just have to sit back and enjoy everything around you. no matter whether it be right or wrong. if it feels right and you dont skip a beat, then its alright in my book. but then again sometimes it makes my heart skip a beat. but then again you always did have that sort of effect on me.

time slips away

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:47:05 GMT

looking at pictures of the past few years throughout the night, just made me incredibly sick. remembering how i felt throughout the past few years makes me want to blow my brains out.

focus on the future, its the only thing ive got going for me

remade once again

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 17:07:39 GMT

yea, i decided to give this site a facelift. it does the job. speaking of, i got a new job, come visit me @ mangia bena italian ristaurante. so far, it's been a great place to work. and since it's been such a long time since ive updated, i gotta talk about the jag. yep, i got a jaguar sovereign. she's my baby, and everyone seems to love her just as much as i do.

lifes better than it has been in years. im happy, i have real friends, a good job, a good car, ive got money, i can do whatever i want, whenever i want, without answering to anyone. it feels good, but wheres my niggas at?

21 and sober

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 20:04:16 GMT

hahaha sike!

so life's goooooooood, but where my niggas at?

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:29:10 GMT

"sometimes you just gotta take them chances, and eventually it'll all work out. you may fall, struggle to get up, but persistence pays off. don't give up, don't ever give up"

these words meant more to me than i can explain. i couldn't get over the fact that i lost everything. but now i'm starting to understand that it only gives me more chance to gain everything back in better, healthier ways. its great to have new people caring, but its really hard understanding why the people i spent so much time caring about don't care at all. itll all work out in time, for now im focused and its a good thing.

i found a real good job
im starting swfas wed
21 in a week
court case is getting dropped

but most of all, the poisons gone and i can breathe again.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 02:02:47 GMT

fall after fall i keep getting up. i'm stronger than i thought, which i will and cannot give up. i lost all hope for most of the day, and for good reason. treason. i had a plan and it involved a lot of "us" and "we". but i'm dissapointed to learn it's all up to me and i'm all alone once again. which is what made me strongest in the past and i'm sure it won't last.

but i got a plan.

"
Whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at. He owes me one last wish.
So here's a present to let you know I still exist.
I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.

But I got a plan (I got a plan)
Drink (drift) for forty days and forty nights.
A sip for every second-hand tick.
And for every time you fed me the line, "you mean so much to me...".
I'm without you.

So tell all the English boys you meet, about the American boy back in the states.
The American boy you used to date.
Who would do anything you say.

(And even if her plane)
And even if her plane crashes tonight she'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea.
"Jess, I still taste you, thus reserve my right to hate you."
And all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style.

It's 8:45 (it's 8:45). The weather is getting better by the hour.
(Rains all the time) I hope it rains there all the time.
And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied.
I'm without you.
"

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 17:31:36 GMT

im never talking to anyone in florida again.

california's where ill be.

duh!

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 07:38:16 GMT

so get added, muhfucker