i'm actually... happy, with the way everythings going. too much fun, friends, everything! I'm going to jersey, tomorrow. I'll be back on new years eve. it's gonna be awesome seeing my family & friends. plus, i get my 90 days on the 29th.

gods blessings never cease to amaze me.

new job, new house, new friends, new life.

op ivy

rancid

transplants

i miss philly

ca tonight made my spirit lift higher than all the diesel ive pumped past my medulla oblongata has. i didnt want it to end and i realized it wont b/c ive got a new life and ive made more friends in the last week than i could ask for. for once im not looking for the end. and now im waiting for that phone call.

im still going to rehab tomorrow, i need prayers.

IN REHAB TIL NOV
i met a girlllly.

i got a plan. drink for for forty days and forty nights. a swig for every second hand tick.

moved to the nw. car broke down sitting in an empty lot. all i do is spend my time trying to figure out how to get "down the way." things are changing so much but its all the same... boring.

my cb makes me smile though!

They shootin'! -- Aw made you look
You a slave to a page in my rhyme book
Gettin' Big/"big" money, playboy your time's up
Where them gangstas? Where them dimes at?

a year w/ no freedom and now its time to start all over again.
got a new place on skyline, new friends, new lease on life.
i dont know why im on the internet???




The bullet goes back in the gun
The bullet hole's closin this chest of a nigga
Now he back to square one
Screamin, "Shoot don't please"
I put my fifth back on my hip
It's like a VCR rewindin a hit
He put his hands back on his bitch
My caravan doors open up
I jumped back in the van and closed it shut
Goin reverse, slowly prepared

nas - rewind

spent the last 2 weeks in jail. again. for karate chopping my stepdad. buttt im out, got a new crib in NW cape. state didnt pick up the charges, so theyre getting dropped. met some tight muhfuckers, im getting a place w/ this dude brooklyn when he gets out. lookin for a new job & lookin to chill and get lifted. hit me up!


going back to my old motto, "red + blue = run".

ramble on...

just tryin to keep my head up high, avoiding tumbling boulders and treacherous passages.

if i never ran out, id never have to shout

wake up to realize someone stole my wallet w/ $50, my credit cards, drivers liscense, birth certificate, etc. and 20 minutes later i get kicked out of my house


D: - and today was supposed to be a good day

FATA &&&&& NAS

sometimes you just have to sit back and enjoy everything around you. no matter whether it be right or wrong. if it feels right and you dont skip a beat, then its alright in my book. but then again sometimes it makes my heart skip a beat. but then again you always did have that sort of effect on me.

looking at pictures of the past few years throughout the night, just made me incredibly sick. remembering how i felt throughout the past few years makes me want to blow my brains out.

focus on the future, its the only thing ive got going for me

yea, i decided to give this site a facelift. it does the job. speaking of, i got a new job, come visit me @ mangia bena italian ristaurante. so far, it's been a great place to work. and since it's been such a long time since ive updated, i gotta talk about the jag. yep, i got a jaguar sovereign. she's my baby, and everyone seems to love her just as much as i do.










lifes better than it has been in years. im happy, i have real friends, a good job, a good car, ive got money, i can do whatever i want, whenever i want, without answering to anyone. it feels good, but wheres my niggas at?

hahaha sike!

so life's goooooooood, but where my niggas at?